You know, I have a reputation for being an extremely hard human being.
I don’t guess that I entirely am that challenging, although I do suppose that I have a lot of impulsive behaviors that can be difficult to understand, but often times, I am operating on the same old fight, flight, fries, as well as fawn responses that I learned during my tumultuous upbringing, unfortunately, other people don’t respectfully understand when you are operating on survival instincts instead of a current human brain.
This is one of the things that I am still having to work on, especially after creating a pressing scene at my work party last week. You see, I am extremely sensitive to indoor air temperatures on top of everything else. I cannot lay a burning hot or frigid frigid room, because my body does not regulate my temperature honestly well. I have to rely on the central heating, cooling, as well as air quality control systems that can be found in most current residential as well as Commercial properties. Unfortunately, when somebody has control unit settings that do not agree with my own temperature control preferences, things can get difficult. This is what happened at our office party. I walked in as well as the air temperature was frigid cold. It felt like somebody was blasting me with arctic air. I tried to stay sizzling by going outside as well as putting on additional layers, however nothing was offsetting the Ice Cold air Conditioning. Eventually my body was getting so over stimulated by the cool temperatures that I needed to leave. I found myself in a “Flight” state from the brutal frigid air as well as I couldn’t stop it; FYI – pulling an Irish Goodbye at your boss’s party doesn’t go over well.